Update Request

Now that my Mac book is up and running again it will be much easier for me to blog. I just need to get back on the wagon. Where to start?

Ok, well this weekend the family and I are suppose to go up north with some other couples. We just started a FBC bible study and I think most of the couples are from other small groups. Anyways we need to get tons of stuff done before we go, and what have we done??? Not one thing. No packing, no laundry, no time. That is the story of my life right now...no time.

I haven't done any of my own work, only studio work. Ahh....

I have however colored my hair, and I LOVE it. For some reason it makes my hair look really thick (to me). No matter what color I try to dye my hair it always ends up a little red. Which is really weird because my hair isn't red at all. So it is dark brown/red. Lots of random-ness going on in this tired brain of mine. I just want to spend a day learning how to crochet and listen to music! Can someone make that happen for me?? 

I have to really focus today at work, why am I blogging?

Well I have a lot to order but our Java server is not responding...ALL day!
By the way I love Kanye West, and I am a lazy blogger.

Hair

I need to do something with my hair.
I hate it.
It is boring.
So I made an appointment today at hair mania.
I'm not sure what I am going to do with my hair.

I really want to get a perm, but I am afraid my hair is too short and I will end up with another really bad perm. Also I had a problem with hair loss this past year, and I am really worried that my hair won't handle a perm.

Color I guess is always an option, but it requires so much maintenance. I am not sure I am ready for that commitment.

P.s. I have used photoshop many times to see what my hair could look like! Oops!

My husband reminder

I sometimes get a little self involved and forget to think constantly of the greatest things in my life. This week has been more than crazy and the thought that runs fluid through my brain and heart is "I could never do this with out my husband." Honestly, I take him for granted more times than I give him credit. Every weakness I have seems to be his area of strength, and I praise God for his wonderful creation. When I try to comprehend how great God is, I think of his perfect control in all life situations. When I trust God and put my heart in his hands everything works in complete harmony. I suppose there is a huge book somewhere with well over a hundred testimonies on that statement, but I guess I hardly apply them enough. Basically when I trust God in my marriage I see all the blessings it has, including all the awesome strengths my husband has.We can home from the hospital Tuesday afternoon. I had no clue where to start, what to do, or how anything was going to work. We have a huge juggling act over here at the Dewey family, and Matt his the leader of the act. In my mind I think school, work, 18 month old son, and newborn baby, sleep, food, breathing....this all over-whelms me and I am not even responsible for all of it. Matt jumps right in and leads the pack. Making dinner, doing dishes, getting me water, playing with Jonah, burping Archer, encouraging me, cleaning up the house, changing diapers, rubbing my feet, doing school work, making beds, and all without being asked. He just does it, with patients and grace. How? I have no clue, maybe because he is just the greatest. God has made the most wonderful dad, and husband. It is kind of incredible to think that God has made each of us, and we all just fit together. Gods creativity is so amazing.Basically thank you God so much for my husband and my beautiful boys. I praise your name always.


I wrote this on my facebook account a few days after I had baby Archer.
I needed a reminder.

Kanye West

Have I told you lately that I love you??

Extension from the last post.

Um..this last year I learned a lot.
I like it that way.
A year is worn on me, then shined up on gold.

Should I be blog rapping?

A new year, the same me.

Here I come brand new year.
One that only happens once.
This year is mine.
And yours too.



After something really stressful, I am relieved and remember that
everything always works out. This year I want that feeling before
the stressful whatever is over.