The sick Amber Rae

Working at Industries Inc. I worked with 75 people everyday. Men and women who every night come home to 2 different work staff each day. All staff who come from a home of 1-6 people. You can imagine how fast a cold, or the flu can spread around. Needless to say my crappy immune system could not fight off every bug that came my way. Actually I didn't fight it off most of the time. I was sick ALL the time. I was a sneezing fool to be honest. I even caught a very bad case of pnemonia and was in the hospital for 10 days...you probably remember reading about it in my earlier posting. I was quite used to it. 

Anyways since working at Carlson Studio in an almost seclusive envirment I haven't been very sick once I have worked there in fact and after one day of rest I felt much better and moved on. Now as I haven't been exposed to a real bug in over 8 months I have become a really crazy sick lady. I have no idea why? I am extremely emotional. As many of you know I am not a "cryer," not at all. For me to cry is kinda a big deal. I also don't really enjoy your typical "cry" movie (ie The Notebook, Titanic, I can't even name any more).  It isn't that I am proud of it. I do wish that I could cry a bit more, but it just isn't me. ANYWAYS....Today I have been crying, and upset, and whiny, and miserable, and completly out of wits. I don't think Matt knows what to do with me har,har,har. I asked him to rent some movies for me, the sweetheart that he is he ran right out and rented me two flicks. The first a adapted version of a Nicolas Sparks book. Wow, stopped me dead in my tracks, or would have. In my current condition I popped it in and cried almost the whole way through. Even while this is going on I realise that this isn't normally me. I would be laughing my tail off. I also have needed Matt right next to me ALL day. Cuddling me, and just sitting next to me. He of course doesn't mind, because he is the sensitive one in this relationship. Another thing I am not super proud of. I am not myself and I hope that this crazy person soon fades away along with all the symptoms that came with it...and Jonah would say "booger nose."